How you know you done when your journey has just begun
Letting go of someone that you thought was just the one
Now you turn to someone that you shouldn't have become
Letting go of someone that you thought was just the one
I thought I had time, peace, comfort
I had neither of that
Thought I had someone to check up and talk to
I turned around, no one was there
I slowly start doing these simulations in my brain
To see if they care
Now I'm in a room with my demons
And I got my fist square
Getting ready to box off
Mama
Mama tryna hide her face
See the tears streaming down her eyes
I know that she cannot pay the bills
I know that my brother's traumatized
You don't know nothing
But your little sister wanna be a princess every time
But we cannot pay for the freakin' outfit we in cars every night
They be like, that's the same shirt you had on last week and the last week before
Couldn't even make eye contact with him
I ain't even have a motherf*ckin' phone
I ain't even said a word to nobody
No therapist, but I felt alone
I ain't even had my father around me, little nigga
Now y'all wanna talk about me now
Right now
Always in my head, looking for an answer
Spin around on my enemies like a dancer
Teacher really paid me so I had to man up
Put my hand up, stand up
Tell her all my answers
What you really do for the weekend
Awkward while I went to the beach, teacher
While eating food in the back, eating seaweed
With the whole family in the back of the CB
I know that I'm lying, I can't tell the truth to her
Cause all she gon' do is give pity
All of the people inside of my class are gon' look at me different
Look at him, duh
That is the same shirt he wore yesterday
And last week
And the day before
And the day before
Guys, not what it looked like
Laundromat broke, I couldn't change the clothes
Like
No, it's
No, no, it's not what it looked like
Guys
It's not even my real job
That's not lovable
Who would love someone like that
Bro
20
I'm 20 years old
And I don't give a f*ck what they say about me
I've been making that money since middle school
Nigga, I promise to God
I don't need no ID
Whole family broken
I'm making a lease
And my family evicted
We back on the ground
People talk about me like they really f*cking know me
Lil' nigga, you don't know me
You don't know me right now
Now you know you're done with your journey
It's just a grind
Letting go of someone that you thought was just a ride
And now you turned to someone that you shunned
And now you turned to someone that you shunned
Now you know you're done with your journey
It's just a grind
Letting go of someone that you thought was just a ride
Now you know you're done with your journey
It's just a grind
And now you turned to someone that you shunned
And now you turned to someone that you shunned
I'm 30 years old, nigga
50 million in my coat, nigga
57 on my house
50 hundred million all up on my mama, nigga
Now you living in suburbans
And you got 150 million commas, nigga
Lil' sister got the princess dream
Little brother got football, nigga
That's what I want
Guess what
Got a brand new chain on your bitch
Yes, sir, got a bitch in the chain on your bitch
Big eyes when you walk up in the room with a stick
Everybody like, damn, that's that nigga
That's that nigga with the same damn clothes
That's that nigga with the same damn flows
Now you get rich with this motherf*ckin' bitch
Everybody knows, everybody knows, everybody knows
I thought I had time, peace, comfort
I ain't had neither of that
Thought I had someone to check up and talk to
I turned around, no one was there
I slowly start doing these simulations in my brain
To see if they care
Now I'm in the room with my demons
And I got my fist square
Getting ready to box off, mama
Mama trying to hide her face
See the tears streaming down her eyes
I know that she cannot pay the bills
I know that my brother's traumatized
You don't know none but your little sister
Wanna be a princess every time
But we cannot pay for the freakin' outfit
We in cars every night
They be like, that's the same shirt you had on
Last week and the last week before
Couldn't even make eye contact with him
I ain't even have a motherf*ckin' phone
I ain't even say a word to nobody
No therapist, but I feel alone
I ain't even have my father around me, little nigga
Now y'all wanna talk about me now
Right now
I didn't know you'd tell me your journey is just begun
That you grew up with someone that you thought was just the one
Now you turned to someone that you shouldn't have become
That you grew up with someone that you thought was just the one
I didn't know you'd tell me your journey is just begun
That you grew up with someone that you thought was just the one
Now you turned to someone that you shouldn't have become
That you grew up with someone that you thought was just the one
You know what I'm saying
Don't give up
He be the same person you were
Five months ago, five days ago
With all that figure and
Um
You know
The word
I don't even know, you know
Nevermind, I was trying to make it all cheesy and stuff
But
Yeah, take care of Burns
You got it, Burns