The Aquarian Initiative - Blissful Illness Lyrics

Doctor oh, Doctor
I've got a sickness
I'm living my life
In an illusionary bliss
It's not what I've hit
Rather it's simply what I've missed
And I was really hoping
You could give me a diagnostic
See I'm sick and tired of all
These second chances
And don't you get me started
On my forgotten romances
To tell you the truth
I can no longer recall what my own stance is
And to tell you the truth
I find myself rather frantic
See I've had ups
And I've had downs
I've smiled wide
And let loose tears due to frowns
Whenever I can no longer choose
I simply give in to the sounds
They make me loose
As I land on solid ground
Wandering the cathedral ground at midnight
So many spirits following me closely
Never are they out of my sight
Friendly reminders
That I better keep my lid screwed on tight
Either that or waste away
Ashes scrambled in the illuminated moonlight
It's not that I'm looking for a fix
Maybe my Juliet will awaken
And gift me one last kiss
The stalking silent succubus
Greets me as my name is crossed from the list
See I've had ups
And I've had downs
I've smiled wide
And let loose tears due to frowns
Whenever I can no longer choose
I simply give in to the sounds
They make me loose
As I land on solid ground