Again Video (MV)

I haven't been myself lately,
I don't blame you for not
Wanting to stay.
Saying things that I don't mean,
Not meaning what I say.
When it's good, it's so good,
When it's bad, it's SO BAD.
"Maybe I REALLY have gone mad!"
What am I supposed to say,
When I end up driving
Everyone away?
Cause, I am on fire,
A crying, burning liar,
Seeing nothing, nothing,
But myself,
And I'm the one with the lighter
Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
Again, again
And you're never coming back.
And I'm not okay with that,
And I should've never
Let myself get attached,
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again

What's done is done,
And nothing's gonna change.
I should be moving on,
But I still feel the same.
And it's like every day
Is a fight
For my life
To get some self control,
And when you've forgotten
Who I am, it just feels,
It just feels....
I'm nobody at all.

I lost myself
Hitting the ground,
I tried to scream
And made no sound.
I should have known,
It was no use to try
And run from
The cycle of abuse,
The cycle of abuse
I am on fire,
A crying, burning liar,
Seeing nothing, nothing,
But myself,
And I'm the one with the lighter
Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
Again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
And I should've
Never let myself get
Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,
Again, again
And you're never coming back,
And I'm not okay with that,
And I should've never
Let myself get attached,
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again
Again, again