Araleus - an unforgiving world Lyrics

You say I'll be fine
But it never gets better
You say I'll be fine
But it never gets better
A phrase so benign in intent when it's muttered
Yet worsens the state of the mind when it's offered
Your worthless advice from your worthless perception
You're physically present, and yet I'm neglected
When shit hits the fan, you'll reveal your intentions
That facade of an empath is quite shallow, isn't it
Every itch I feel pushes me over the edge
Leave me impaled with a stake driven straight through my chest
I want to use my nails to scratch the skin off my flesh
Maybe I'll feel clean when I'm just muscle and tendons
I honestly don't want to call it depressed
But if there's a next life, I want this one to end
There's no respite, no place that makes me feel content
I just want it to end
I just want it to end
(I want to scream but I don't have a f*cking mouth)
I want to scream, but I don't have a f*cking mouth
I want to scream but I don't have a f*cking mouth
(arguing)
Mother said I'm insipid, I"ruin the family"
When I tried and I tried to make everyone happy
I locked myself in my room so you'd be happy
It wasn't enough to just not be around me
No, you snoop in my room, claiming I stole your money
You try to find shrooms so I'm labeled a druggie
You hope that's the case so that you can rid of me
Just leave me alone
(Yelling)
Just leave me the f*ck alone
I want to scream but I don't have a f*cking mouth
I want to scream but I don't have a f*cking-