Feelin' through the pain cause I lost sight
Beggin' everyday just to know why
All of this pain is in my life
Is there any way I can see you shine
Trynna remember reasons cause I lost mine
Everything I stand for is on the line
Questions fill my head, yea, my mind
The problem is I only remember good times
But I wanna remember bad
I wanna think you're really bad
I wanna remember all the times you were mean
All the times you decieved
All the times that you mad
But all I think about is how you
Took me to the sky with your deep brown eyes
Cruising through the sights on our long car rides
Hours upon hours we could fly so high
Just avoid checkin the time it's never on our side
Like when we
When we went
On those long rides
We could fly high
Still knowin' everyday is a new one
Searching for my name in the ruins
Wonder what you'd say if you knew it
I'm a big mess but I guess I choose it
Still I struggle to remember why I
Chose to face this issue so late in the game
Question if I'll ever find a new way
To deal with all my problems, man I'm so late
Writing down my feelings in a song might
Help me understand why I don't feel right
I might've found an answer to my hearts cry
The problem is I only remember good times
But I wanna remember bad
I wanna think you're really bad
I wanna remember all the times you were mean
All the times you decieved
All the times that you mad
But all I think about is how you
Took me to the sky with your deep brown eyes
Cruising through the sights on our long car rides
Hours upon hours we could fly so high
Just avoid checkin the time it's never on our side
Like when we
When we went
On those long rides
We could fly high
But I wanna remember bad
I wanna think you're really bad
I wanna remember all the times you were mean
All the times you decieved
All the times that you mad
But all I think about is how you
Took me to the sky with your deep brown eyes
Cruising through the sights on our long car rides
Hours upon hours we could fly so high
Just avoid checkin the time it's never on our side
Like when we
When we went
On those long rides
We could fly high