Arcaydium - What a Shame Lyrics

Oh what a shame
I've taken a bullet to the brain
My mind is dark and cold again
I feel no pain
I'm a sunset on the sea
I'm all alone it's just me
But if you open your eyes and you try to see
You can change reality
So I took a walk down to the corner store
To buy some beer
Trying to get my mind off of this feeling
Trying to get rid of this fear
I don't want to be your ghost
I want to be real I want to be here
I want you to hold me close
I want you to feel me near
I don't want to say goodbye
I don't want to see you cry
But if I must go
I want you to know
That you're all that kept me going on
That you're all that kept me going on
The waves hit the sand in a peculiar way
I'd been inside my head the entire day
I was trying so hard to find the words to say
That maybe everything would be okay
I got a tattoo of a sad little angel without wings
Sometimes when I'm flying high, the angel she sings
And I dream about living in the land of jokers, knights and kings
I'm a wrecked ship floating out in the middle of the ocean
And people always say to dry my tears and be happy
It's like they don't know a single goddamn thing about me
I'm just trying to free myself from the chains of society
When you listen to your mind and start to believe your soul is finally free
Your soul is finally free
I don't want to say goodbye
I don't want to see you cry
But if I must go
I want you to know
That you're all that kept me going on
I don't want to say goodbye
I don't want to see you cry
But if I must go
I want you to know
That you're all that kept me going on
That you're all that kept me going on