ArcticSinner - I Would Never Lie Lyrics

Ion wanna die
Look me in the eye
I'm flyin in the sky
I'm so defeated
I would never lie
I got no reason why
I try to keep it high
You don't believe
Make a few bands
I'm still rollin all alone
I know you got a mans
Girl come on let him be gone
I told you this and told you that
Bitch you stabbed me in the back
I know you won't take it back
I know you won't take it back
I just with i had you back
Only wish i had you back
In my dreams it's me and you
Gettin better everyday
Damn i fell again today
I guess ill just dig my grave
They determine what you say
You don't wanna know what I'm feelin inside
My heart is hollow and I'm ready to die
I don'y have thoughts that are considered sane
Easy to doubt and I'm easy to blame
Nobody knows what goes on in my brain
I'm not suicidal just expressin my pain
I'm doin this to get through with my day
I'm dyin inside and goin insane
Tellin the truth i don't care about feelins
I'm feelin around i don't care about endings
I only want You girl I don't wanna end things
I'm bad at pretending I'm losin myself with the self medicating
I Tried to replace you and you can relate to I'm lost and I hate you
It's been complicated I'm so irritated
I'm tired and faded I'm losin my patience i just wanna end it
And everything hurts that's why i get so jaded
I'm lost in the fog all you see is a joke and that joke
It is me and i hope that you choke on the words that you use
And then maybe you'll see the internal Abuse that goes on in my head
Cause from you i feel used
Got nothin to lose
All i really want is to not be confused