Shattered Video (MV)

What was I thinking, I'd like to know why I do this to myself
I should be the one who keeps the pain away, I am so ashamed
How could I do this to me, I can't believe this is happening
I'm tired of everything, I'm tired of pretending I'm alright
I'm okay, I'm doing fine, that's what I say
Every day, it's always the same, it's never changed
I'm lost in the presence of my, trapped in the webs of my own mind
So many voices telling me I'm always wasting my time
I can't help myself, I'm always on the outside looking into my life
I close my eyes there's nothing more to see as I float above a shattered sky
I know exactly why I cry, I can't control myself sometimes
But I'm still here waiting for you to come back, And escape the past
I'm lost in the presence of my, trapped in the webs of my own mind
So many voices telling me I'm always wasting my time
I can't help myself I'm always on the outside looking into my life
I close my eyes there's nothing more to see as I float above a shattered sky