AreUkeOk - In The Dark Lyrics

If I said there was a time I thought that you would never leave me,
Would you believe me?
If I said there was a time I thought that you could have deceived me,
Would you still see me?
Yeah
I know it wasn't all your fault, you tried to help, you held my fall.
Thought I saw through it all, but in the end, if I recall...
I know, I understand, I felt those same feelings firsthand.
I tried, I did my best, but I still wish you didn't pretend.
I wished I could hate you, wished you wouldn't be that great.
Didn't think it'd be easy to move on, think I'm okay.
"When will I recover?"
I said, while broken into shards.
Yeah, I knew I had to move on when you left me in the dark.
I knew I had to find another way.
Is there a way out?
I think I've gone too far.
Why bother thinking 'bout the beginning?
I'll go live up with the stars,
Live with the stars.
(I've been left here in the dark)
(I've come too far)
(I need the light, let me inside)
I'll say my last remark, here in the dark.
You left behind all the things you said we'd try.
You made me feel alright,
But somehow "forever" turned into "goodbye".
Had to rethink my ways...
The things we'd do, the things I'd say.
I thought i could depend,
But in the end I'm just another friend.
I wished I could hate you, wished you wouldn't be that great.
Didn't think it'd be easy to move on, think I'm okay.
"When will I recover?"
I said, while broken into shards.
Yeah, I knew I had to move on when you left me in the dark.
I knew I had to find another way.
Is there a way out?
I think I've gone too far.
Why bother thinking 'bout the beginning?
I'll go live up with the stars,
Live with the-
Was I someone, someone, someone to you?
Come on, come on, come on, I thought you wanted to
Be my new home, a calm safe space.
Just leave me alone, get out of my face.
I'll be fine if I try to keep it in my mind,
If I try to be me without you in my life.
In the end, I would mend, I'd never try to ascend.
But even then, Maybe I wish you didn't try to pretend.
I wished I could hate you, wished you wouldn't be that great.
Didn't think it'd be easy...
Yeah, I tried to be okay.
I thought i recovered, but I'm still broken into shards.
Had to pick up all the pieces with no light to see at all.