Argent - Where Do These Doors Lead? Lyrics

(A-A-Argent)
Built up an outside
Built up an outside
Built up an outside
Built up an outside
Built up an outside exterior
Weak as a bug, very small, but it's constantly seeking a means of survival
Looking for a peak in his life
Man, you gotta be strong to be weak
It's an oxymoron if you listen and think
How can time go by quickly and pass in the blink of an eye
On the contrary, it does not seem to be fair
When it goes slow because of these burdens I bear
These disguises I wear
When the trauma's so bad, can't be saved by a snare
And they're teaming up on you, attacking in pairs
And they're beating you up with these bruises and tears
But you realize that nobody cares, cause it's all in your mind
Teaming up on yourself is a concept I find kind of funny
A self-destructive state of mind
Sabotage your mind
Look until you drop
Where do these doors lead, tell me where
Giving up more sleep I can't bear
Run it up, sports league, take me there
Putting up force, these still don't tear
Mind's so bad losing all control
What we had's not here anymore
Nerves shut down, sprawling on the floor
Where do these doors lead, tell me more
Beat drop loving it, tastes so succulent
Party gon' stop, this time we running it
Playing too hard, we not discussing it
Supersonic bass, you know we bumping it
They be knowing me, every time the flow is clean
Got a different style, something I would want the world to see
Ain't nobody holding me
Ain't no one as cold as me
In the sense that I be making music; icy dopamine
Know that I see dopamine, rising in my body when my music's in the top ten
Opposition, drop them
Hit a roll, I rock them
Acting like a speaker getting loud and then I knock them, pop them, wah
Look for the right type of love in the wrong generation
Fight through my words I give them an oration
Hook up society, what is you saying
I am not playing, nor am I a player
Go and mature, I could save that for later
Who tryna rush it, no one could save her
Somebody save me, send me your prayers
Needing the strength to fight, this isn't fair
Sometimes I run out of patience, sometimes my thoughts can be dangerous
Sometimes I smile, but I'm faking it
Catch a mistake when I'm making it, yeah
Built up an outside exterior
Weak as a bug, very small, but it's constantly seeking a means of survival
Looking for a peak in his life
Man, you gotta be strong to be weak
It's an oxymoron if you listen and think
How can time go by quickly and pass in the blink of an eye
On the contrary, it does not seem to be fair
When it goes slow because of these burdens I bear
These disguises I wear
When the trauma's so bad, can't be saved by a snare
And they're teaming up on you, attacking in pairs
And they're beating you up with these bruises and tears
But you realize that nobody cares, cause it's all in your mind
Teaming up on yourself is a concept I find kind of funny
A self-destructive state of mind
Sabotage your mind
Look until you drop
Where do these doors lead, tell me where
Giving up more sleep I can't bear
Run it up, sports league, take me there
Putting up force, these still don't tear
Mind's so bad losing all control
What we had's not here anymore
Nerves shut down, sprawling on the floor
Where do these doors lead, tell me more
Beat drop loving it, tastes so succulent
Party gon' stop, this time we running it
Playing too hard, we not discussing it
Supersonic bass, you know we bumping it
They be knowing me, every time the flow is clean
Got a different style, something I would want the world to see
Ain't nobody holding me
Ain't no one as cold as me
In the sense that I be making music; icy dopamine
Know that I see dopamine, rising in my body when my music's in the top ten
Opposition, drop them
Hit a roll, I rock them
Acting like a speaker getting loud and then I knock them, pop them, wah
What you know about me, how do you know all my ways
It's like you're a part of me, you've been undetected for days
Tried everything, but I cannot get rid of you
Take out my anger, might try and go hit a few punching bags
That's all it takes, and I'm in a new mood
And a better one, promise, just listen to me
Listen to me, did you not hear, shut up listen to me
Sorry, my conscience a little angry, not gonna let him dictate all of me
Take control over me
Won't let him take control, won't let him take control
Won't let him take control, won't let him take control
I'm in control