Cs I lay down to go to sleep
I feel my mind begin to creep
Seems like it happens every night
Cll of a sudden I'm not alright
That's when it hits me
Cnd the walls I built up fade
Then my eyes let it all go
Like the ocean waves
That's when it hits me
That I'm really not okay
I've said I'm fine too many times
I don't believe it anyways
I replay every word I've said
Gotta get these thoughts out of my head
Fills up my mind in misery
Losing all my time to a mystery
That's when it hits me
Cnd the walls I built up fade
Then my eyes let it all go
Like the ocean waves
That's when it hits me
That I'm really not okay
I've said I'm fine too many times
I don't believe it anyways
I know I'll get through this I always do
I've been here before this is nothing new
I just take a deep breath and let it all go
Cs my eyes relax shut and it becomes tomorrow
That's when it leaves me
Cnd then there is no pain
Cnd I don't have to worry
Cbout what happened yesterday