Ariana Simo - What I Never Lost Lyrics

Mmm, mm
Another six feet underground
Another funeral to attend
Empty caskets all scattered around
But I'm scared you'll be in one of them
I never did get a goodbye
But you never did go away
And I'll cry like you ruined my life
When I never even saw your face
And I'll keep you with me in memoriam
And I know
That your ghost will surround me but I'll stay alone
Stay alone
So I'll keep you alive in my memories
But only by what could have been
And I'll wonder how much must I lose
Before I can finally win
And I'm tearing my insides apart
You're haunting me but at what cost
And there's empty spots inside my heart
Can I grieve what I never lost
Can't find my way without you now
Wandering alone I'll say your name
But how can I lose what I never found
How can I feel if there is no pain
They called me up to speak about your life
But no one even knew my face
Cause you'd be dead if I was in your sight
Now you're gone and I'm still a disgrace
And I'll keep you with me in memoriam
And I know
That your ghost will surround me but I'll stay alone
Stay alone
So I'll keep you alive in my memories
But only by what could have been
And I'll wonder how much must I lose
Before I can finally win
And I'm tearing my insides apart
You're haunting me but at what cost
And there's empty spots inside my heart
Can I grieve what I never lost
And you
You said we could make it if we tried
But you
Didn't see me falling apart every time
Now you're gone
And I don't know if I should laugh or cry
Cause you were everything to me
But you weren't even
Mine
So I'll keep you alive in my memories
But only by what could have been
And I'll wonder how much must I lose
Before I can finally win
And I'm tearing my insides apart
You're haunting me but at what cost
And there's empty spots inside my heart
Can I grieve what I never
Lost, lost, lost, lost
Can I grieve what I never lost