Ariel View - Escapes Me Lyrics

(I just wanna know if it gets better)
I'm getting older every second
Pick me up make me forget it
Take me to a new dimension
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm f*cking tired of the stupid mistakes
So tell me what to do If I can't live with you

(You know that)
I'd give up my anxiety
I'm begging take it all from me
Confidence slowly escapes from me

I wanna go back to a place where it was nice to know that
Being yourself is more important than the likes you see
I try and tell myself be optimistic even though my
Confidence slowly escapes me

(And I'm not goin out tonight)
I cry you cry
We go together like a sweater on a cold night
Emotionally unavailable so f*cking uptight
Open up your mind you gotta know before the sun dies

And is it obvious I'm so depressed I can't believe it
Take me home before I throw my phone

(You know that)
I'd give up my anxiety
I'm begging take it all from me
Confidence slowly escapes from me

I wanna go back to a place where it was nice to know that
Being yourself is more important than the likes you see
I try and tell myself be optimistic even though my
Confidence slowly escapes me

So who am I?
I'm trying to remember
(I keep on wanting something I need that peace of mind)
This pain that I've
Been feeling since November
(Feels like I'm getting closer but it didn't feel right)
Who am I
I'm trying to remember
(I keep on wanting something I need that peace of mind)
Don't you cry cause when I'm gone I'll be the one to wait for you
(Feels like I'm getting closer but it didn't feel right)
Wait for you

Me
It escapes from me
It escapes from me
It escapes from
Confidence slowly escapes me