Found a way to elevate And I bet you know what I'ma say
When I start talkin' this way Gotta elevate won't get far
If you don't spread your wings That's why they make roads with different lanes
Only thing switched are zeros on the check They told me give up, now I'm standin' on
Their neck I always held pride, it's a thing I protect
Saying On another note, I'm different now
Since I found my soul, I'm distant now I'm an open door, you can walk right out
Do I give a f*ck? You don't wanna find out
Truth is better than lies I'd rather tell the truth than be sad with
Lies So hate me for the truth, don't be sad with
Lies And yeah, I said the truth is better than
Lies
Cause I'm only gonna be me I can't believe it, you won't see
The best parts of me I tear to size so only I can see
Sometimes I don't understand myself Bury my mind, putting miles under my belt
Swimmin' in the lake of mistakes like a Mike Phelps
Therapy sessions turn to songs and it might help
But I don't know yet, no I don't know yet, no I don't know yet
Looking at the clock makes it move too slow So I look away when I'm tryna make dough
Misunderstood things change, but I don't They say everybody gets phased, but I don't
Only thing mainstream about me is my iPhone Only thing mainstream about me is I'll die alone
Mixed messages Devil and the angel on my shoulder never agree
Sometimes life is stressing me Don't got time, we can all agree
I'll be in my mind, but in a different state You can back me fine, but you know I won't stay
Found a fine line between love and hate Don't waste your time, might as well go pray
Heartbreak is a place that I know too well Gave away my heart, it never went too well
Tore myself apart, I was living in hell Now your name don't ring, I don't hear no bell
Out of spite, I decided that I won't fail Life's a bitch mine told me not to kiss and tell
Nowadays I've been feeling like a ghost in a shell
To be continued till I further get to know myself