Ayo, Mero, you went in ' Riding down, I-10
Never thought that I'd see the day that I win Two years ago, the goal was to drive a Benz
Wasn't meant to be, I had to lose a lot of friends Didn't win I got acquitted with the Benjamins
Had to spend the last two winters on the road But I ain't really feel a thing, cause my heart cold
But love feels like a nuisance, I let it go Now that things got tough, I ain't never run away
Keep my chin up, treat it every day the same They say it gets better, I was seein' that it ain't
They say it gets better, I was seein' that it ain't
And sometimes I close doors that I should've never opened
And I'm learnin' all the lessons, the hard way, the hard way
And to free my mind isn't always easy Can't fall asleep, but I'm always sleepy
Talkin' in circles like a record on repeat Clear my mind with a dry, I'm like Beep Beep
And my conscience asks, why am I this way? Lotta shit on my mind, hard to explain
Just tell myself it'll be okay Tried therapy , still can't sleep, okay
I had all these goals in my mind from beginnin' Never need a nigga co-sign, who you kiddin'?
If you walkin' out of my life, good riddance The show goes on and the wheels keep spinnin
They Pray for a-loss, but I still keep winnin' car a fish bowl, so you see me grinnin
Never fit in, had to show them the difference Only reason that I'm still here is persistence
I was always misunderstood Nowadays, I'm sayin' that's good
Everything happens for a reason And all the bad days came from overthinkin
Remember when they jumped ship, it was sinkin' But I'm the captain, so I go down with it
But I'm the captain, so I go down with it I go down with it, yeah
Ridin' down I-10 Never thought that I'd see the day that I win
Two years ago, the goal was to drive a Benz Wasn't meant to be, I had to lose a lot of friends
Then I went and got acquainted with the Benjamin's It's a whole new world that I'm livin' in
If the sky is the limit, it's the limit then And if there's money in my mind, we ain't gon' kick it then
Cause I gotta live with it Myself for the days that I make mistakes
It's on me for the days that I have an ache I'm always runnin' to the money, so I'm never late
We not the same, but what you said, it didn't resonate
And I'm way too far gone From the moments I reminisce on
And maybe I'm livin' life wrong But I knew who I was all alone
But I knew who I was all alone
I knew I was all alone
I knew I was all alone