Aries Amir - Paranoid, from 11/30 Lyrics

(Oh)
Paranoid when she don't text back
Thinking she sneaking 'round by my back
Insecurities they attack
When they hit it feel like heart attack
Paranoid when she don't text back
Thinking she sneaking 'round by my back
Paranoid when she don't text back
Thinking she sneaking 'round by my back
Insecurities they attack
And when they hit it feel like heart attack
And she tryna change my ways
I'll remain the same
The drugs are calling me
I don't know what to say
Muscle relaxer made me lay back
Hoping it don't give me heart attack
She on the way with a new Xanax
I promised myself that I won't relapse
I will not take it, take it, take it
I gotta make it, make it, make it
Better not break it, break it, break it
I'm talking about my heart
She been right there from the start
All that I own just know it could be yours
Promise don't put my heart into the floor
And promise that you will not turn to a whore
You can be mine if you stay the same
We getting used to the purple rain
You know I'm not one to be sparking a flame
You make me feel like I'm on a plane
Losing my conscious
Falling for you and I'm just being honest
What is upon us?
Too many heartbreaks I won't let you be one
Crying for help
Like you in a nightmare
Losing yourself
Looking for love that's not fair
There's no fair love we all sacrifice what's there
Want distance when I'm mad
Being distant won't last
Paranoid when she don't text back
Thinking she sneaking 'round by my back
Insecurities they attack
And when they hit it feel like heart attack
And she tryna change my ways
I'll remain the same
The drugs are calling me
I don't know what to say
Paranoid when she don't text back
Thinking she sneaking 'round by my back
Insecurities they attack
And when they hit it feel like heart attack
And she tryna change my ways
I'll remain the same
The drugs are calling me
I don't know what to say
Crying for help
Like you in a nightmare
Losing yourself
Looking for love that's not fair
There's no fair love we all sacrifice what's there
Want distance when I'm mad
Being distant won't last
I don't know what to say
(Too many heartbreaks I won't let you be one)
I don't know what to say
I don't know what to say
(You make me feel like I'm on a plane)
I don't know what to say
I don't know what to say
(She been right there from the start)
(Too many heartbreaks I won't let you be one)
Oh
Paranoid when she don't text back
Thinking she sneaking 'round by my back
Insecurities they attack
Oh
Oh
Oh
Paranoid when she don't text back
Thinking she sneaking 'round by my back
Insecurities they attack
Oh
Oh
I've found the one
And I'm so paranoid of losing you
Luckily you feel the same way
11/30 we made it official and we wondered
If it's possible to love someone without paranoia
Not necessarily paranoid of un-loyalness
But paranoid for each other safety
Insecurities take over like mind control
Love isn't fair because we sacrifice our sanity
You'll lose yourself looking for fair love
Ask yourself if you're paranoid
Oh