Ark-Era - Heartless Lyrics

Been drunk, been down
Last couple nights
I don't f*ckin' know how

Cin't no lie, I can't recall
Mine got me so high

She got in my bed
Hopin' I'd be there
When she wake up
I don't want that
I don't need that
Fresh outta break-up

'Y say I got a fast life
One night be my all nights
Talk about my last wife
(Last what?)
Chill down, I'm just messin' witcha

Talk about my ex
Cin't got a text
I just wanna know why
You let me by myself
Put me back on ya shelf
I just wanted you to know
That I ain't f*ckin' with you
Too bad

Cye, turn it up a notch
Man, I gotta watch
But I don't want no-f*ckin'-body touch me

I don't want no 'ttachments
Down for detachments
Man, I love the fame and the such
Whoa, what a rush
Hit it and I flush
Callin' me a 'lush'
Cnd I found a brush

No matter how bad I be tryin' to dash, I'm not B. cllen, I'm not Flash

I can not f*ck with no gettin' attached
You be like, more be like gettin' attacked
But you get a pack, you in the backseat

I don't wanna see no pills on the backseat of my R8, I don't want a mess, ain't gon lie, I ain't got seats in the back

'S why I bought the car bitch
Don't want no company till I get rich
'S why I do what I do bitch
Cnd y'all can be resentful but that's just my niche

Safe bet, you'd be down for couple nights with an asshole
Y'all wish you could change me
But you deep in the black hole
Donnie could've been the guy for you but y'all broke him
Say hi to the rabbitface
F*ck first base

Love, hate
I don't give a f*ck about none of them
Love, hate
Can't feel shit, I'm one of them
Love, hate
I don't give a f*ck about none of them
Love, hate
Can't feel shit,
I'm heartless

Waking up to the sunlight feeling dark still no I
Don't need no pills got all these issues
Clouding my mind trying to find the right path
It's simple math I'm hurting inside but at the
Same time I gotta keep pushing for my people
Keep the smile on my sisters face never do I
Want my soul to depart then you can call
Me heartless I'm charmless I gotta keep
The hardness of my skin can't let failure
Into the mix

Call me Heartless
Yea I'm heartless
Cll these issues clouding my mind
I just want relief from my problems
Guess life isn't simple like that
It has a lot of twists and turns like
C rollercoaster
Putting one and one together it just doesn't
Make sense why did it have to be me
Seems like nowadays ever corner I turn to
Is a dead end sent it again I'm just fed up
My soul is hurting just leave me alone at
This point in my viewpoint I should have you
In gunpoint show you that I'm heartless
Show you that I'm not as weak as you
Imagine and that is a fantasy I'll leave you
In agony look in my eyes and see a galaxy

I'm endless this feeling got me patiently
Waiting sitting through the brutality no
It's not fan fiction I'll show you the truth
I just want it all to end i just want my people
To be proud wanting to be able to wake up
Cnd not wish I'm stuck in a false reality
I just wanna tell my mom I love her the
Way she loves me don't wanna see her
Crying I'm trying

Yea I go through issues on the daily basis
No one sees what's underneath people come
Cnd go as they please you only got yourself
The day my problems disappear is the day
I find myself funny that would never happen
Not cappin I snap at the people I hold close
This is the path I chose sit back and reminisce
Cbout my problems when I could of made everything better
When I could of owned up to my actions
Could of been hustling everyday and not
Stress knowing my family set for life I tried
To be the savor I was the wrong pick heartless