Arkh Zeus - Into the Light I Go Lyrics

Even though it's easier to express
It isn't worth day after day being depressed
No, I gotta do what's right
My vision is blurry right now but I can see the light
The time has come to do this
I can't afford to wait any longer cause I might lose it
This negative energy can no longer pin me down
Who would've thought it'd have a good influence on my sound?
And my style, everything is seeming to develop
Now I can master this without you trying to envelop
And embed yourself deep inside of my head
And make me feel like a zombie that is better off dead
Acknowledging you was the best when I first got into
Murdering pencils and flowing all over instrumentals
You made it simple, and the complexity was there
You didn't see it as such, you just thought it was weird
How people could enjoy or relate to what's being told
Still can't seem to fathom why you are such a dark soul
There's been a cosmetic mistake, we are not one at all
It's time to break apart so I can actually evolve
This ain't the me I know
It's no longer in my control
I just need to let go
I can't be a dark soul
Something's trying to say no
I already made my mind up so
Into the light I go
Into the light I go
It's easier said than done though
As if I was lead into the wrong tunnel
Or maybe it was the wrong channel
Prolly one that my box just couldn't handle
Something not expected from me
Should've overcame it and tame it professionally
No need to sympathize for me or show me love
This is my f*cked up karma and I know that because
I am my own problem
My problem becomes the monster
The monster becomes these lyrics
I jot and record, you hear it
I do it for the closure
And not for the exposure
But I hope to one day hold it so the whole world can notice
I hope that they don't "no" this
But all of them should know this
You might as well note this
Cause I too have lost focus
On what's really important
Everything seems euphoric
Then everything's the exact opposite and I'm not for it
This ain't the me I know
It's no longer in my control
I just need to let go
I can't be a dark soul
Something's trying to say no
I already made my mind up so
Into the light I go
Into the light I go
Into the light I go
Every light you follow has a dark hole
That's Yin-Yang, so you understand why
You're a strong soul, so don't let me see you cry
You can't eliminate what is inside
You're not escaping, we'll be one again in no time
This separation will do you good, like a fresh start
Into the light you go as I get sucked into the dark