Arkh Zeus - Nope. Lyrics

I said everything will not be fine
Not even a little bit, someone hand me the ritalin
Swear on everything it's not easy being this little
You claim to comprehend, you're just trying not to belittle
I can see all of the lies, it's so simple
To comprehend you, what did you get into?
Into the darkness of an artist
That's trapped in the subconscious of a subconscious
What's the problem? Nothing at all
How can I take flight when I just keep falling?
Straight into the abyss, where everything does and doesn't exist
I can't continue to keep up with this
If I hold on any longer I might slip
Cause I'm at the edge
And if I fall then I'll just be repeating the cycle again
I just need love, what ever that might me
I spend too much time with myself, I'ma fight me
I hate people, but depend on their attention
These contradictions are causing me tension
And not that you could relate
After all, you find my existence to be fake
So f*ck you, I hope you die a slow death
So your soul can reabsorb all your regrets
Especially judging me, that's so pitiful
Trapped in my mind and you calling me mental
But I still spazz all over instrumentals
That's because nigga I'm god with a pencil
F*ck that, I'm god with any writing utensil
So go ahead and pull the trigger, they won't miss you