Armac - Soon (Desolate) Lyrics

I am going to be alone soon
You can tell me I'm wrong but I guess we'll see
Can't be long until they all prune
This dying branch from their family tree
I am hiding in the darkness
There's a fire in my head that I cannot put out
I can't help it I feel worthless
Just a detour down a dangerous route

Nobody's pushing me away now
Just a matter of time til they all disappear
They just do not understand how
Much better they'll be when I'm not here

I don't want to be alone
But that's how it has to be
I don't want to be alone
They love you cause they cannot see
The truth about me
Which is that I'll only ever let you down
You're learning too slowly
So I have to leave before anyone drowns

You keep saying that you love me
As a comfort, with no reason why
I think you're trying not to hurt me
But nothing hurts more than when love's a lie
Somebody's screaming in my eardrums
But the voice is coming from my mind
And I'll admit that I have problems
But I'm beginning to think this voice ain't mine

I don't want to be alone
But that's how it has to be
I don't want to be alone
They love you cause they cannot see
The truth about me
Which is that I'll only ever let you down
You're learning too slowly
So I have to go before you drown

I don't want to be alone
But that's how it has to be
I don't want to be alone
They love me cause they cannot see
The truth about me
Which is that I'll only ever let you down
You're learning too slowly
So I have to leave and I will drown