Aros - Atrix Lyrics

I've tried but I can't get up
I've tried but I cannot smile
I feel so dirty inside
I should clean my mind, but it'll take a while
I'm trying
I'm trying, yes
I'm trying

I've tried but I can't see your face
I've tried but I can't hear your voice
There is a fear that is growing inside
I should kill it but it can not die
I'm trying
I'm trying

I've stepped outside for a little bit
There were marching there were chanting but lies
I fear for the sanity of everyone
I keep trying but I can't shut my eyes
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying, yes
I'm trying
I'm trying

You have to really hate yourself
To try to love someone like me
You must be pretty messed up inside
To open your door and let me in
You have to have no-one to trust
To put all your trust on someone like me
You really have to not give a f*ck
To giveaway yourself to me
Cause I'm trying