If intoxication and wasting myself is prudent
I'm choosing to keep on boozin and losing my motives, truant
To lessons taught- by self, distraught, scoff into wind for jest
Sweat when I'm more distressed than my seeping confidence
Murmur the meaningful when I'm blaring from banisters
Taking sips from my canister, ditching all those that'd stand for something
I'm lansing my veins till they're splurtin, squirtin on comp of the tition
Raising my supers and intu, flex the best that I've been given
Jumping from jolly and joyous, realm from the raunchy to rolex
Goal has been to perform my heart in a way that it's porous
Constantly down on my ego, dual personalitied - smeagle, attitude
Laying down got me lazed as a beagle
Living still livid i can't keep acting ridiculous
Shifting sanity, fan of the newest vanities, intimate
Use excuses so instantly, God's been dodging some bullets
But I'll keep rolling through lasers and keep right on with the Bullock's
Wooly mammoth to elephant, in the way i'm extinct
Though some had known that I'm cold, the ice pushed me to the brink
And I've been trying to think of myself other than villain
But I'm not out of the rink and if you blink then I'm with it
Bipolar