Arrion Jerod - Soul Lyrics

I've always wondered what it was that stopped us
From seeing the light of day
I gave you all of my love and it wasn't enough
You took my heart for play
I may never, ever get the answers
To why you treated me so wrong
Stuck in a bind, killing my mind
I can't afford to waste anymore of my time

So I forgive you, for all the fake apologies
And I forgive you, for weaponizing my insecurities
And I forgive you for every lie that you told, but just know
This ain't for you, this is for my soul

Heard the sweetest melodies at the simple thought of you
Now it's just dissonance of gloom that comes through
Like in winter, my heart wears thinner
I don't wanna take this pain on to my future boo
What was the reason, the reason for the season
The skies don't even look the same
Ask myself why, as I break down and cry
Strength heightening as the hours go by

So I forgive you, for all the fake apologies
And I forgive you, for weaponizing my insecurities
And I forgive you for every lie that you told, but just know
This ain't for you, this is for my soul

Now there's nothing left to do but to do but to forgive myself
Only I can give the love I seek
I would've rather suffered in company than be alone with my peace
Now I need to march to my own beat
I...I apologize
For letting my value lie on the outside
Now that I'm here, let's be painfully clear
On my flaws, hurt and all

So I forgive you, for ignoring the signs
And I forgive you, for turning so blind
I forgive you, for every lie that you told
But this is for you, it's for your soul

For your soul
Take it and move on
Sincerely, me to me