Ars Anthurium - Victim of the others Lyrics

I suffer the weight of my actions
But it wasn't me
I'm the victim of the others
In my life I have sought perfection
In my death
I've a sense of guilt
I'm the victim of the others
The victim of the others
The victim of the others
I died and they put two silver coins on my eyes
But peace did not await me
Only an infernal tunnel
I died and they put two silver coins on my eyes
But peace did not await me
Only an infernal tunnel
I opened my eyes and in front of me
There was Charon, there was Charon
I saw him from afar
He stood on a wooden boat
And with an oar
He beat the cursed
Old Charon don't leave me behind
Charon don't leave me here
I know my place
Take me to the other side
Old Charon how can you feel pity
I can't go back
Take me with you
Take me with you
I'm the victim of the others
The victim of the others
I died and they put two silver coins on my eyes
But peace did not await me
Only an infernal tunnel
I died and they put two silver coins on my eyes
But peace did not await me
Only an infernal tunnel
I get off the boat and don't even look back
My hope is gone and Hades awaits me
Going into the void all I hear is people screaming
Fire's tearing my soul and my heart just keeps bleeding
I get off the boat and don't even look back
My hope is gone and Hades awaits me
I'm a sad and blameless sinner cursed by God blessed my none
And carry the burden of being the victim of others