Arsini - Spiral: a collection of poetry Lyrics

If nature can afford to die
Then so can I
Let it all be reborn
And then poke my open eye
Don't go inside
Unless you're ready
To see how we coincide
It's not always chuckles that get you to
Where you wanna be
Don't wanna seem
Like it's for show
But every show is one of me
The sun is me
The tongue is me
It's so abundantly clear
I get a taste of sunshine
No longer hungry, in fear
I stay below the ground
And every now and then, reappear

Walk over there
What's the river have to say?
Wait
Breathe
It'll be OK
There's something funny
About the way that you speak
Somehow, you don't fit in
But just enough for me
I don't wanna spell it out
It's funner when you guess
Is it time to swim?
Dip my finger in
Digest
No

Beast
Your mouth holds my hand
I see you crying at the window
Ok guess I'll let you in
Then you want back out again
Its unconditional
But I wouldn't dare try to hurt you
I know you'll protect me for as long as you breathe
You make me see the simple things
Ow! That was my feet!

How does one get closer to God?
Love
Unconditional love
It doesn't matter what you believe
But if you don't love yourself
It's easy to be angry
Can you love
When you know the other person is incapable?
You know that liking them is certainly not required
Does it have to be a person at all?
Bugs
Animals
Broad spectrums of life
Stuck inside that feeling
Nothing else exists
Heaven for eternity
And then you move along

I'll never hear another poem from you
At least not until I see your spirit
What can I do?
We were supposed to be friends for life
But, it's hard to do that
When you die
But what is death?
You said no different than living
You said there's no end, just transference of energy
You're not kidding
'Cause what you felt, I do
I know you tried to hide through
All the drugs and all the types who
Could never stay beside you
You don't need it, but you felt that you did
You're one of the most genuine friends that I'd ever get
Remember when you asked me for a letter for your birthday
I thought, that's kinda odd
And beautiful, so I did
Got the first version so wet, barely could read it
So I wrote you another, you said
Give me the other!
I wanna see it!
You gave me honest feedback
Who am I as a person?
What does my writing say, has it worsened?
It meant a lot to hear your thoughts
Your poetry made me pause
Feel what you were saying
I'd close my eyes and get lost
Now I close my eyes and exhaust
Myself
Try to understand why you left and where you're going
But I saw, deciding the next life you'd be holding
And I think you're better off
But I still miss you

Grandpa boy
Oh grandpa boy
So youthful in your growth
Joyous like a child
But, what do you know?
You know it all
You taught me the way
I always keep a piece of you
In everything I say
You are the Sun God that you always spoke of
You've always been the easiest way to the above
You do as you please, living in your own plane
And yet... connect to everything

You can't force yourself inspired
Used to try to sabotage
Just so I could talk
About it
Befriended the blind so I could talk
About it
Just say how you feel and maybe something good will come
Or maybe it won't
Who really gives a shit?
What's the reason that you write?
Is it really selfless or
Must you be admired?
Must you be so deep?
What's even the point?
Completion is reached
When there's nothing left to grasp
Sit down
Shut up
Touch grass

I'm going to explode
I saw a woman walking by
My wife gave me that look
Ok she didn't, but she might
As well
I can't stop thinking about riding
On her cock and tell
Her but the timing isn't right
I look up crying woman, what a sight
They're violent when they pry
Her mouth to open for a suck
They hold her nose, I hold my load
Just long enough to bust
Inside the toilet bowl, the Porta potty
Full of shit, like me
Am I satisfied? Well, I guess I have to be

Yes, Miss
I'm gonna do what you said
Unless
I dont feel like it
I listen to the hypno
Do whatever is told
Doesn't matter if she gets into a fit
You need to take it
Like a good little bitch
And honestly, it's helpful
Turn the argument into a well full
Of kinks and dreams
Do I need to be mad that I'm not respected?
Or use agitation for my erection?

Nothing matters
Nothing matters
Get me outta the way
I see all I have to
And I don't see what I have to say
I see little clouds
Different sizes and shapes
I see pain go all around
And come right back to play
I pet my cat
I bet I have
To do something tomorrow
I met a bad person
But they taught me how to borrow time
They taught me to not fall in line
To reach the bottom line
I'm not alive
I'm not alive
I'm dead
So what's the difference?
Nothings what it seems it is
We're all really just children

Let it go
Rocks fly in the river
From a hand that isn't mine
And an eye that still glitters
Cuz I won't let it get to me
It - means anything
Nature is a symphony
Work is a forced wedding ring
Life is precious
It'd be a shame to waste it
Thinking that you're sober when you're wasted
Who cares if I lose it all
I'll gain it all back
All is relative to what you
Do and don't have
What if I have nothing to lose?
What if ownership is less important than truth?
What if... two steps back is... two steps too much?
And two feet sinking is enough?

Go to sleep
Go to sleep
Go to sleep
Go to sleep
Sniffle
Think
Pee
Scroll
Think
Think
Think
Think
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Listen
Snoring
Barking
Cars
Train
Ahhhhhhhhhhh
Cold
Listen
Birds
Peace
Rain
Drift

Uhhh
Hehehehehehehehe
What's so funny
What's so funny
What's so funny
What's so funny
I don't know how to tell you this
But
You make me think of a bunny
You make me think that I'm hunting
You make me think I'm insane
You make me think that it's funny
Look
There's nothing funny about losing your mind
But
How can you lose something that you cannot find
Uh
How can you think that everything is just fine
Uh
How can you think that everything isn't fine
Everything is divine
It's all meant to be here
Sorry that I'm not always there
To edit your ears
But
I could take em off
If you
Really want me to
Oh
You do
You do
You do
You do
I do
Do you take this bunny
To be your lawfully wedded wife
I already answered
Goodnight