ARSNC - mothermayi! (feat. RayIsRay) Lyrics

I can't feel my knees, I'm at the bottom
Wiping off my nose like it was autumn out
I can't hear my heart can barely swallow
Your daughter's the only reason that I stay around
Walking in this pain with no novocaine
Never enough drugs or enough to drink
I guess I'll paint
I've been distant, angry but optimistic
Blaming you for this shit, memories that I can't revisit Reason I breathe the spirit, conceiving a future's Different
Grieve for my future, children won't see the love that I Witnessed
Where the feelings of physics breaking down slowly I Wither won't go breaking bad but your picture's Enough to revisit
My fondest memories get blurry, that day is the image But not your story cause your glory remains in your Three kids
The burn is strong enough for me to fade away
The burn is strong enough for me to fade
Two mothers in one year is like a hollow pain
And thoughts about her death I can't escape
The burn is strong enough for me to fade away
The burn is strong enough for me to fade
Two mothers in one year is like a hollow pain And thoughts about her death I can't escape
I can't feel my knees, I'm at the bottom I can't feel my knees, I'm at the bottom
Wiping off my nose like it was autumn out
Wiping off my nose like it was autumn out
I can't hear my heart can barely swallow
Your daughter's the only reason that I stay around
I can't feel my knees, I'm at the bottom I can't feel my Knees, I'm at the bottom
Wiping off my nose like it was out of mouth
Wiping off my nose like it was out of mouth
I can't hear my heart can barely swallow
Your daughter's the only reason that I stay around
Walking in this pain with no novocaine
Never enough drugs or enough to drink
Enough to drink
I guess I'll paint
I guess I'll paint
I guess I'll paint
I guess I'll paint