Arson Wayne - Benefits Lyrics

I'll pretend you are my enemy
'Cause I can't see you as a friend
And I see which way you addressing me
I guess I f*cked it up again
Look, I got a message for the future me
Don't begin what's bound to end, yeah
In forgiveness and apologies
Just as slow as they're pretend
But it's not like I'll live again...
'Cause I've been here a while now
And I've been waiting though you never wait for me
And I admit I maybe haven't been that clean
And even though we mess around
Yeah I appreciate you got what I don't need
And I don't really got the strength to disagree
Because I don't recall the Alamo
Or the Treaty of Versailles, yeah
And it's a mindset that I'll never know
To just make up, and say goodbye
And now it looks as though you're done with me
At least it feels that way tonight, yeah
But after all, you've had your fun with me
I must've been doing something right
So won't you let me stay the night?
Just one more time?
Cause I've been here a while now
And I've been searching for a cure for my disease
And I'm not certain if it's gold or if it's green
And even though we mess around
Yeah I appreciate your personality
And I can't help but feel a little jealosy
If I could do
What I should do
Then I would do
So well
All within reason
No need to tell
You're enticing
And inviting
But so frightening
Oh well
Too bad for me