Arthur Harvey - GROWTH Lyrics

I've been afraid of falling cause I already failed twice
Afraid I won't be accepted cause they say that I talk white
Afraid that ima slip and forget to grip tight no to Gods word
But I'm rapped around the worlds curse
So this for the people who gay and the people who not
All searching for love
My greatest fear
I stare in the mirror
They said I'm a Dimond but right now
I can't handle the pressure
Feeling like I'd be better off on a stretcher
Depression is pressing on every thought
I hate to get mushy but the mud I was raised in
All my flowers is dirty
That makes bloom so beautiful you just gotta be patient
I love this craft so much I forgot about the pencils and pens
I'm on some paint brush shit
Ardulia pushed out a mural
That's why they call me Art
Cause every brush that touch the beat is like my competition
I leave em all dusted
Excuse my cockiness I'm working on it
Atleast I'm bragging bout talent
Instead of my body count
That's a double entendre
Cause someone killed somebody son but we to captured in this media drama
I'ma speak from the soul that's the foot prints of my family whos grown
Sweep the pain under rugs
But don't forget how you did me was wrong
But now we pass that
Like klay to Steph
I used to hold my anger in until I found this music as an outlet
Plugged in before I could talk
I know I got the gift of gab
But these voices in my head won't let me think my own thoughts
And so I sit and I plot
About the past to my present
Man these dots ain't connecting
I'm sick drifting to unknown missions
I think I knocked all the dominos down i wanted
To let you know
I will never lose my passion