The days are growing
I just keep going
They're all becoming just a waste of time
The pile is growing
It's overflowing
All my beliefs and dreams are thrown aside
If I should die now
If I should fall down
Just give me one more chance to get this right
If I should die now
If I should live now
I'm only asking you for one last sign
Tell me how long
How long 'till I find no more reason for living?
Tell me how long
How long 'till I find no more reason to stay?
Tell me how long
How long 'till I find no more reason for breathing?
Tell me how long
How long 'till I find no more will to pray?
I'm getting old now
I'm feeling weak now
Can't tell the difference between day and night
They say I'm growing
That I am chosen
And yet I never seem to know what's mine
If death should come first
I vanquish this curse
Will my whole life have been no more than lies?
I've never know trust
Or proven my worth
This can't be what I'll be remembered by
Tell me how long
How long 'till I find no more reason for living?
Tell me how long
How long 'till I find no more reason to stay?
Tell me how long
How long 'till I find no more reason for breathing?
Tell me how long
How long 'till I find no more will to pray?
Maybe if I drink I'll be able to forget
Maybe the smoke will release me from the past
Maybe with a pill I'll be able to relax
Maybe a lover will put my mind to rest
Put my mind to rest
Put my mind to rest
Put my mind to rest
Tell me how long (It's never enough!)
How long 'till I find no more reason for living? (Even if it's all in my head)
Tell me how long (It's never enough!)
How long 'till I find no more reason to stay? (It's been so long now / But it keeps rolling in my head)
Tell me how long (It's never enough!)
How long 'till I find no more reason for breathing? (I'm getting old now / And it keeps rolling in my head)
Tell me how long (It's never enough!)
How long 'till I find no more will to pray?