Arti$ - Catharsis Lyrics

Yeah
Life's a box chocolates, never know what you gonna get
Run Forrest run's on my feet, hoppin out the whip
Trying to escape the city, today ima represent
Chasing foreclosure, like a vacuum sealed magic bag
Ain't no where to vent (mm), Feel it in my chest anxiety whooping me
Can't get a rest, not where I'm supposed to be
Just doing my best, survival of the fittest
Living off bi-weekly checks
Life's a mystery, no days the same
Some bring joy, some suffering and pain
Brothers busting they ass just to maintain
Sisters do it with three kids, and don't complain
Everyday I wake up, I pray for a change
Lay back down, wonder if I'm worth anything?
Can't feed into the negativity, gotta get myself together
And build a better me
Stuffed up, build-a-bear
Can't compete, where you don't compare
Talk hot air, show me that you really care
Call me lucky, more Q than Bishop
Tough as tank, heart way bigger than Birdie
Did back to school shopping at payless
Know the spoon won't silver, watch out for tall grass where the snakes sliver
Dirty cop named Jake, might pop me in the liver
Four bar combinations talking about the same nigga
Too cold to skate around egos, go figure
Eight bars of truth, left ole girl speechless
Seven minutes with me, cooch dripping fluid
Six months dating? you cannot move in
Five week late project, won't happen again
Everyone who call you bro, ain't really a friend
Life's a mystery, no days the same
Some bring joy, some suffering and pain
Brothers busting they ass just to maintain
Sisters do it with three kids, and don't complain
Everyday I wake up, I pray for a change
Lay back down, wonder if I'm worth anything?
Can't feed into the negativity, gotta get myself together
And build a better me
Real perplexed, by this country by this country I live in
Land of the free? So they keep building prisons
Home of the brave? Till they pull over a black kid
Bad enough we beef with ourselves, over public land
That we were never supposed to be inhabitants in
Busting rounds at someone son over sets and
Hating shawties for wanting to do better
Hoes always gone despise a man with his shit together
Cause that represents something that they can't handle
Chasing dick in your twenties? Cool, till you spend your thirties lacking attention
At home sipping wine, lighting candles
Let me simplify, Ma'am please up your standards
All money ain't good money, and all niggas not the same
Like the boy from Compton, had to put y'all on game
Been through it all, and I overcame
This the diary of a angry black man
Life's a mystery, no days the same
Some bring joy, some suffering and pain
Brothers busting they ass just to maintain
Sisters do it with three kids, and don't complain
Everyday I wake up, I pray for a change
Lay back down, wonder if I'm worth anything?
Can't feed into the negativity, gotta get myself together
And build a better me
Yeah
Ain't the last time you gonna hear from me
Hope it was a good introduction, you know what I'm saying?
To all the people out there, doubting themselves, don't believe in themselves
Just remember at the end of the day, the day gone end
See you soon