These dream don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD cant control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD don't own me no more
These dreams don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more
Entertaining the possibility that I might not ever be the same
Crazy ass thoughts they manifest and invade my brain
Goddamn my life done became a strain
On everybody that's surrounding me
Driven me to point that I can't even see
Without tilting up the bottle just the get some clarity
Shit has f*cked up my longevity
Got me feeling like I can't find no remedy
Who else but me
Feels trapped
Everytime that they move got to watch behind they back
Paranoid cant even step on any cracks
Without feeling like Im go to fall
My bad dont mean the depress all y'all
But that's just my life as I know it
Carrying my demons all out loud not scare to show it
Dreams and nightmares blending in all the same
These dream don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD can't control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD don't own me no more
These dreams don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more
My f*cking patience been wear thin
Can't hold it in
I'm about to loose it all
I can't seem to win
I feel pressured
To be better
From soldier and
I can't do it
It's Like me trying to control the wind
The pain inside
It's about to boil over
I'm pulling over
Anxiety attack it's taking over
I can't breath
Chest tight
Loosing Consciencness
Feel triggered
I'm slipping
Turn to the monster within
I'm sayin
I gotta calm down
Gotta learn to breath
This ain't a breeze
Mind lost
Flowing though the trees
It start to build up
Like a pile of leafs
Gotta dive in head first
Attack the disease
Bottle of Aleve
It ain't strong enough
Ibuprofen either
It's like taking ether
For a pain reliever
For you nonbelievers
This shit gets cold
Like a freezer
It's hard shake it free
When you suffer from PTSD
Bang Bang
These dream don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD cant control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD don't own me no more
These dreams don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more
Entertaining the possibility that I might not ever be the same
Crazy ass thoughts they manifest and invade my brain
Goddamn my life done became a strain
On everybody that's surrounding me
Driven me to point that I can't even see
Without tilting up the bottle just the get some clarity
Shit has f*cked up my longevity
Got me feeling like I can't find no remedy
Who else but me
Feels trapped
Everytime that they move got to watch behind they back
Paranoid can't even step on any cracks
Without feeling like Im going to fall
My bad dont mean the depress all y'all
But that's just my life as I know it
Carrying my demons all out loud not scare to show it
Dreams and nightmares blending in all the same
These dream don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD can't control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD don't own me no more
These dreams don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more
Umm so I understand last week our session we kind of didn't finish please elaborate on some more
Thank you the floor is your
Yeah you know the shit in my head time to go out
I try to go out but I can't that the price of a fight
That's a price that I live
That's a price of a hi
Now a nigga won't talk because he dying inside
That's the hate that's surrounded him
That's the shit that's inside of him
And they take me to you
And everything so positive
So I brought this on me
I pulled the rock on myself
So take that pen and that pad I'm saying go f*ck yourself
I'm saying
Woah woah can we please just calm down a little bit it's not that serious
Yo what the f*ck you talking about it's not that serious
Yo these things in my head it feel like I'm going crazy
They feel so real so vivid
I witness that on the daily
And suck it up and keep it moving thats the way of a soldier
They years are mental abuse
I'm glad they're finally over
I'm gone
These dream don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD can't control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD don't own me no more
These dreams don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more
Women out here becoming rape a vic
Rush to the hospital need a rape kit
Knocked up government won't help for shit
Looking for the bigger picture but these pieces don't fit
Nightmares that are worse than elm street
Looking in her eyes man they feelin way empty
The innocent girls man she envies
Starring at the mirror wishing she was 6ft
No cuts but the emotional scars they run deep
Nighttairers got her can't sleep
Can't trust another soul as she walk around
Doesn't know when another nigga going to try and bring her down
She's praying for a man to do her right
But she skeptical of everyone that's insight
How she feeling man that's just ain't right
I hope who ever need to hear this
Hears it tonight
These dream don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD can't control me no more
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD don't own me no more
These dreams don't own me no more
These dreams can't control me no more