Aruna - thoughts & therapy Lyrics

You know my brain's outta control
So I get on my phone (hello?)
And call up my therapist
I'm paying twice the rent
Cuz we got outta hand
My friends are tired of hearing it
Soon we'll be 26
But we still can't commit
I stand and watch as you slip away
I know it's better that we're split
But god couldn't you pick
A less inconvenient way (literally any other way)
Got yourself a clean break
While I'm lying wide awake
Does that really feel like an even trade?
I was putting in the work
I was healing now I'm hurt (so hurt!)
Now look at the mess you made (I don't have time for this)
All these late nights
In my head, I'm sick of thoughts & therapy
Glass breaks, red wine
Don't know how to deal with this shit differently
Your friends all think I'm evil
And god I wish I was
We're just such different people
We fell hard outta love
Twist, change, rewrite
Held me close and took me back to therapy
I'm speaking to my mom
Tell her there's nothing wrong
I think she knows that I'm faking it
Left my keys on the door
And my clothes on the floor
Yeah I'm fine if I'm saying it
Last time I left my room
I came back way too soon
I told myself that I couldn't breathe
Such a poor excuse
Went from happy to recluse
As soon as I watched you leave
So you got somewhere to belong
I got fuel for my songs
Feels like an even trade
I found comfort on the ground
You were lost but now you're found (are you found?)
This is the mess I made
All these late nights
In my head, I'm sick of thoughts & therapy
Glass breaks, red wine
Don't know how to deal with this shit differently
Your friends all think I'm evil
And god I wish I was
We're just such different people
We fell hard outta love
Twist, change, rewrite
Held me close and took me back to therapy
So take my friends
I'll keep your shit
I can regift all your birthday gifts
Our storylines
Were intertwined
Now we're so outta time
All these late nights
In my head, I'm sick of thoughts & therapy
Glass breaks, red wine
Don't know how to deal with this shit differently
Your friends all think I'm evil
And god I wish I was
We're just such different people
We fell hard outta love
Twist, change, rewrite
Held me close and took me back to therapy
Sorry I couldn't get back to you sooner
If you wanna talk about it, I'm here
Just take care, go easy on yourself
See you soon
Pore kotha bolbo (talk to you later)