Ash Van Hawk - Drowning Shadows Lyrics

I'm lost in a storm, can't find my way
Every mirror I face, I turn away
The weight of my thoughts, they tear me apart
I'm sinking deep in this broken heart

Can't escape the darkness inside
Every day's a battle, no place to hide

I'm drowning in the shadows, can't see the light
Hating myself, and I don't wanna fight
The voices in my head, they're pulling me down
In this silence, I'm starting to drown

I wear a smile but it's just a mask
Living this life feels like a fading task
Every breath feels heavier than before
Like I'm not worth it, not anymore

Can't escape the darkness inside
Every day's a battle, no place to hide

I'm drowning in the shadows, can't see the light
Hating myself, and I don't wanna fight
The voices in my head, they're pulling me down
In this silence, I'm starting to drown

Is there a way to heal what's been broken?
I'm screaming inside, but no words are spoken
Maybe one day, I'll find a way out
But for now, I'm stuck with all this doubt

I'm drowning in the shadows, can't see the light
Hating myself, and I don't wanna fight
The voices in my head, they're pulling me down
In this silence, I'm starting to drown

I'm drowning in the shadows, can't see the light
Hating myself, and I don't wanna fight
The voices in my head, they're pulling me down
In this silence, I'm starting to drown

Will I find my way, or fade into grey?
In the end, I'm the one I betray

I'm drowning in the silence, can't take the pain
The voices in my head, whispering in vain
No more fight left, I'll slowly slip away
In the darkness, no reason to stay.