make me smile Video (MV)

I'm cold
So cold
Right now
So cold
My name
Isn't in bold
No more
Everyone has left and I'm on the bathroom floor
Oh they go make their plans
With all of their friends
Except for me
That shit hurts me
And I don't say a word
I Bottle it in internally
Is somethin' wrong with me?
I want someone to make me smile
To smile at me even when I'm goin' wild
I try so hard to please everyone
I stay thinkin' that it will help me
And since it never happens to me
I guess I will find myself
But I don't know who that even is
How do I find someone who might not even exist?
I'm cold
So cold
Right now
So cold
My name
Isn't in bold
No more
Everyone has left and I'm on the bathroom floor
It's time I start getting out more
Cause I'm not who I was before
I've finally opened closed doors
So I can't take this anymore!
But I've been to the parties
And it never really was my cup of tea
So why am I yearning?
Guess I need to find a balance
Instead of being in my home for eternity
Cause it's not healthy
I want someone to make me smile
To smile at me even when I'm goin' wild
I try so hard to please everyone
I stay thinkin' that it will help me
And since it never happens to me
I guess I will find myself
But I don't know who that even is
How do I find someone who might not even exist?
I'm cold
So cold
Right now
So cold
My name
Isn't in bold
No more
Everyone has left and I'm on the bathroom floor
It's time I start getting out more
Cause I'm not who I was before
I've finally opened closed doors
So I can't take this anymore