Ashleigh Hennessy - Apparently I'm Ill Lyrics

Food food I really hate you
How you get me so fat and depressed
Every time I give in to your goodness
You wanna control me but I won't let you
Coz I run my own mind I have enough will power I am ana
She will protect me she won't betray me oh

Food food it's been a long time
Since I went this long without you
And I can't pretend like I don't miss you coz I really do and
You were my best friend you betrayed me you weren't there
Ana saved me, now she lives inside my head
And she's a good friend

Apparently I'm ill
They say that I need help
But I won't break coz I finally found peace with myself
And ana comprehends just who I am now
But she wants me dead she scares me to death
Get the f*ck out my head
Ooh out of my head

Food food why do you exist
Only to take the piss
You make me feel so shit every time I give in and binge
I wish that for just one day
I could be normal and all your shit would go away
How I pray for that day

Food food who really needs you
When ana treats us well
She gives me these cheek bones like a model, do I look perfect
The compliments have stopped now they must just be jealous
Coz ana chose me over them
She's such a good friend

Apparently I'm ill
They say that I need help
But I won't break coz I finally found peace with myself
And ana comprehends just who I am now
But she wants me dead she scares me to death
Get the f*ck out my head
Ooh out of my head

Nine twenty-four PM Tuesday the third of September
I promised myself never to eat again living only off water
I got sick of all these people telling me to stop eating
Well I did stop, are you all f*cking pleased with yourselves?
Ana just take me now
Ooh oh
Am I f*cking perfect now
Oh darling
I can never be life will never be the same again
Oh no
Food food I really hate you
I said I f*cking hate you
Oh yes I hate you
You're supposed to be my friend