Ashley Woods - september Lyrics

In my head it's September and it's not too late
All the leaves are still green and I haven't been cast out yet
I don't wanna be the only one who remembers
But if you really loved, then won't it always linger?

It's been years of me dragging my body along jagged shores
You can't tell my real age from my face, but my soul's known war
I can't tell if I'm the only one who mourns
Cause I have nothing left to fight for anymore

I'm afraid this is all there is
And I'm so tired, I have nothing left to give
And now I dont know how long I will know someone
Whether they leave or the sky decides they're done
All I know is I don't know a thing at all

So I go back to September and watch the leaves turn brown
Just a matter of time 'til the whole tree falls down
But I won't be there to see its final show
I'll be buried beneath its branches, safe and warm