Ashleyanna K. - Carousel Lyrics

Shh
Can't you see I'm busy
I'm still just indecisive
I'm divisive, I'm derisive
Of how life keeps me dizzy
It's like it never ends
The carousel goes 'round again
Back where I started,
Alarmed yet hardly upended

I should've known, should've seen it coming
Who knows who I'm becoming?
As I'm strumming this guitar
It's like you're strumming my heart
I'd say to hold your horses
But the one you're on is gorgeous
How can I compete with my tattered attraction, should I just
Leave it alone?
When I'm still scarred to the bone
When I ride it again
I'm sure it'll finally end
I'm so tired of the spinning
It's required from the beginning
Am I desired? Am I winning?
What messages do I send