Ashleyanna K. - Peppermill Lyrics

I'm revisiting it once again
You'd think by now it'd be over
I read your texts every now and then
Trying to grasp at some closure
And yet, here I am
You'd think I would have moved on
Another song, I'm thinking, damn
Why can't I improve on
(I couldn't say)
I sold my soul four long years ago
(I couldn't say)
And now, well, what's my goal?

I've moved on, I promise,
That's what I say
But when you ask what remains between us
I'm like, "it's okay"
We haven't talked for a while
But when I see your smile
Pictures I've forgotten to delete
They haunt me in my sleep, I'm thinking

Why can't I let it go
Holding onto nothing, an inexistent rope
Something tells me you forgot and never felt the same
So why do I keep playing an unupdated game? Oh
Why, well I don't wanna lose
You let go so easily and helped me tie the noose
I was so afraid you'd leave I hid myself away
This whole thing is so repeated it's become cliché, oh