Ashxs - Celestial Druid Lyrics

Little dread head hippie bitch
She seemed cool, always talkin bout spiritual this
And kundalini that. i'm trying to find my zen
And what do you know, she slid in my dms, damn
She even hit me with a smile face
First thing i asked, what's your age?
She said time ain't real, but i'll be 19 in december
I was only 20, said bet, what's your number?
818-562 oh shit wait
That's hollywood, i stay in LA
But right now i'm down south hustlin tryna get paid
I'll be flyin in in a couple weeks, let's cop a fade

I'm just tryna get to know you
I'm just tryna get to know you
I'm just tryna get to know you (i ain't even tryna f*ck though)
I got some things i could show ya

And she was waitin at the airport i missed a flight for
Kicked it with her a couple days and got bored
Told her i wasn't feelin it, weeks passed before
Her cousins girlfriend hit me up, what for?

'S missin, have you heard from her?
Found a phone in her car abandoned, and a note
Under her dresser That she wrote for ya
She said that she loved ya
She was lookin up plane tickets, aren't you in texas?

Yeah, but i only knew her a couple weeks
Why the hell would she fly to me?

I don't know, but i guess she felt safe with ya
I'll let you know if i hear anything and get back to ya

Ahh f*ck, somehow i feel guilty. filthy
I wanna kill me. she was a good girl really
Search parties goin out all over cities
All over twitter, atin me, askin me
What the f*ck goin on when i don't even know
What's up with my own life, that's selfish though
Then my phone dings, it's about her
Supposedly her stepdad had came forth

He been raping and beating her since he married her mom
She threatened to tell so he kicked her out all alone
He was a biker and he ran with a gang
That kidnapped her down the street when she drove away
They all took turns f*ckin her till her throat burned
Cuttin her up, beatin her up till her blood turned black
They left her in the woods where she laid for two days
By the time they found her, she ain't have shit to say, damn...

I'm just tryna get to know ya (but i guess i'm too late)
I'm just tryna get to know you (i don't know what to say)
I'm just tryna get to know you (did you get the bouquet that i sent you though?)
I got some things i could show you (i can't imagine how you feeling, call me when you get this)

Told my homegirl i thought it all was fake, but who the hell am i to say that?
So i never did again. sent her flowers and a plane ticket
Took a road trip, camped the grand canyon
Copped a spot in LA, dropped her off at her family's
F*cked around for about a month
She gave me too as soon as i picked her up
I thought she'd be traumatized, i didn't even hug
Much less try to f*ck, i felt bad for the girl
I still felt the same though, i didn't really want her
Told her that i couldn't do it, then my homegirl called me, what's good?

Not much ashxs, found her beauty pageants
I been doin some diggin, think you might be right see
She just turned 17, she lied about her age
You're right, the account and phone number was fake
You're right. i talked to her cousins fiancé
And you're right, none of this happened, she made the page
You're right, she was talkin to us all those days
Why she wouldn't answer phone calls and the account was made since you met her
That's crazy. even told me that it killed our baby
Hit her up, what the f*ck, on read for days, she
Finally hit me back, said sorry, that she love me
And she did it all just for some attention from me, what the f*ck...

She said i'm tryna get to know yau
Got some things i could show you
I guess they just weren't for you
Bitch i wish i didn't get to know you

I'm gone