Ashxs - Phases Lyrics

I been dealin with traumas

Wake up to the moonlight
Too soon, rather sleep where the dead lie
Gotta move so my son has a good life
He won't have to roll the dice whenever his dad dies
I feel bad for his mom though
She ain't gonna get a damn dime when i pass through
And when i come to, bet she come too
F*ck me in my sleep like the whole world do

They think that i'm goin thru phases
Wiping off tears from my pages
Still show em love, they all hate it
Fake how i feel till i make it, got em
Thinkin i'm goin thru phases
Wiping off tears from my pages
Still show em love, they all hate it
Fake how i feel till i make it, f*ck you though

I don't need this shit, i done started enough
They callin me soft, but my whole life been rough
If you want smoke then i'll pass you a blunt
But i don't even blaze unless i burn down a church
Upside down crosses just call me st. peter
She worship my dick on her knees so i feed her
I please her, don't need her, but keep her around
She make me feel good when i start to feel down

And she calls it phases
They think it's just phases
They think i'm just faded
Guess i'm goin through phases, nah
They callin it phases
They think it's just phases
They callin it phases
Think i'm just faded
Guess i'm goin through phases, damn

When's it gonna end, ahh

Y'all act too hard, we all got feelings, bitch we all got scars
We all got problems and we all got hearts
Ain't hard for me to tell when you hide who you are
So pop that bar. start that fight
F*ck that bitch, rock that ice
Inflict that pain that you felt your whole life
And crack that grin when you watch them cry

They think that you just goin thru phases
Wiping off tears from their faces
Still show you love, and you hate it
Fake how you feel till you make it, got em
Thinkin you're goin thru phases
Wiping off tears from their faces
Still show em love, they all hate it
Fake how you feel till you make it, f*ck you though

F*ck you though