Hallucinating Video (MV)

They see me in my pinnacle intervals
Even tho that they be minimal
I chin a pill just to feel
Antidepressants are clinical
It's fixable innit chill
The only fix unforgivable
I've been on a hill and killed
My emotions, made it livable

Ah yeah
Been a long road to get up here
Been looking for gold, found a ton yeah
But I'm hallucinating it is not there
Life is never all clear,
Life is never-

Ah yeah
Been a long road to get up here
Been looking for gold, found a ton yeah
But I'm hallucinating it is not there
Life is never all clear,
Life is never-

Yeah

I went in so many directions and so many caves
I have seen so many perceptions and so many fakes
Some people they won't care about you until you're in the grave
Even if they see you with a shovel they'll think "he's just playing"
I'm either digging my own grave or I'm digging for change
Money, I'm digging for change above me

I can't sit still
If I got ADHD it's cause I Aim for the honey
My decisions they are funny
My hatred is deep in my tummy
My dad he made me for money

Probably bought a beer, "but he gave you life!"
Yeah, and lots of f*cking fears, depression all right
But I just keep fighting these tears, keep going cause I

Ah yeah
Been a long road to get up here
Been looking for gold, found a ton yeah
But I'm hallucinating it is not there
Life is never all clear,
Life is never

Ah yeah
Been a long road to get up here
Been looking for gold, found a ton yeah
But I'm hallucinating it is not there
Life is never all clear,
Life is never