Assata Amani - Myself Lyrics

Manic depressive
Panic and stressing
Falling victim to an institution
Locked inside my mind
Locked within my pride
Locked within the dizziness f*cking with my stride
Manic depressive
Panic and stressing
Falling victim to an institution
Locked inside my mind
Locked within my pride
Locked within the dizziness f*cking with my stride

Can I kick a little bit
Can I
Spit a little bit
Don't be confused by the hype and the views
There's some real news
I'm not the same
My brain chemistry had me feeling like a lame
Like an outsider watching the world through grain
Grainy eyes, grainy like a VSCO filter
Hazy mind, a portal I would f*ckin enter enter
Hyperventilating
Thoughts feeling jaded
I'm on panic and nobody feel what I feel
This is that realer than real

Realer than realer
Realer than realer
Realer than realer
Realer
Is this realer than real

Got to get back To
Myself
Got to get back to
Myself
Got to get back to
Hope you feel well soon
Got to get back to
Myself

Manic depressive
Panic and stressing
Falling victim to an institution
Locked inside my mind
Locked within my pride
Locked within the dizziness f*cking with my stride
Manic depressive
Panic and stressing
Falling victim to an institution
Locked inside my mind
Locked within my pride
Locked within the dizziness f*cking with my stride

You're not alone
I was once afraid too
See we see the world on a different spectrum
Can't roam too far
Anxiety and paranoia might kick in
The voices might ring louder
Then got you feeling for meds again
The herb don't smoke the same
The herb turned on me like fame does to niggas who fame-us
Monkey on my back like a damn clout chaser
Took black bodies from the rituals and sermons
Now they lookin' at us like we're a burden
Like we're f*ckin burd...
Like we're f*cking burdens

Cause I got to get back to
Myself
Got to get back to
Hope you get well soon
Got to get back to
Myself

Not feeling the same
Got to get back to myself