Asteroid Goddess - Grand Cross Lyrics

What's gonna happen if ya don't love me?
What if you put something else above me?
Did I wait too long?
What's the chance I write the wrong song?
What if humanity don't understand?
What if nobody's willing to take my hand?
What if I'm not strong? What if you don't like my song?
Can I handle the stage? Have I healed all the rage?
Should I trust again?
Am I forgiven of my sins? Have I forgiven myself?
Will I have enough wealth? Will I have too much?
How's it been so long since I felt another's touch?

What about tomorrow? What about next week?
What about all those outcomes I see in my sleep?
Is this the right choice? Don't feel quite right
Maybe I'll do it, can't see nothing else in sight
Should I wait it out? Is there more water in the fountain?
Will there be another drought? Overwhelming doubt
Can I survive even one more drought?

What happens if you wanna fight?
Or if I miss the due date for the light bill
Or the night bill or the fight bill?
What if no more fight pills? What if no more right pills?
I only deal might pills
What if you learn of my imperfection?
That I've laid on the bar? That I fell so far?
What if my art is sad? What if I'm just a fad?
What if I miss the chance? Or the last dance?
Am I too old to turn lead into gold?
Was I ever meant to shine this bright?
Am I just supposed to outsource my light?
What if you learn of the three-year affair?
When it's time to confess, do I dare? Do I dare?
When it's time to release, do you care? Do you care?
What if I take a pass? What if I take a class
At the night school or the light school
Or the fight school?

What if I fall in love and you're like him?
I mean that him, or that him, or that him
What if I trust you but you are not my friend?
Like that friend, or that friend, or that friend
What if God is not really a man?
What's gonna happen if I take a stand?
Is my finger on the pulse of this planet?
Or that planet? Or that planet?
What happens if I flash the masses like Ms. Janet?
What happens if I've got more truth than Dr. Ruth?
Or Dr. Phil or Dr. Dre or even Dr. Evil
What if it turns out I was born this way?

What happens if my vision's right?
World is searching for the light
What if I learned to trust myself when God was silent?
What happens if I change the world?
What if Cole was right that I can't aim too high?
If I ain't aim too high, then I aim too low
What's the odds that my music sounds like me in my flow?
What if I hit another transit?
Hit it, quit it, then that's it?
Well, what if? Well, what if?
What if I change the game? What if you know my name?
What if the dream in my heart becomes a vision of art?
What if I hear me on the radio?
What if you like my album with no slow jams?
No slow jams
Just grow jams
Let some shit go jams
Birth a new world jams
What if? Well, what if?
What if I take a hit? What if I make a hit?
What if? Well, what if?