dream paralysis Video (MV)

Stumble in the cold with no flashlight
Grabbing on to hold with my hands tied
Searching for a home in a landslide
Thought I had it down
But feet got caught in the quicksand
Life got lost in the cliff hang
Struck by emotional whiplash
Never getting out
Everything in me is ready to run
Out of my body that's chained to the ground
Punished for being where I'm from
Judged for what I haven't done
Stuck in dream paralysis
What do you call it when your face is fallen
But your heart is soaring and you can't ignore it
Cause everyone's moving, they do what they're choosing
My picture is frozen, my ego is broken
Everything in me is ready to run
Out of my body that's chained to the ground
Punished for being where I'm from
Judged for what I haven't done
Stuck in dream paralysis
F*ck my need for happiness
I wanna go back
I'm tired of hoping for satisfied living
My window is closing
I'm not a f*cking graduation animal
Tell me why there's no instruction manual for when
Feet got caught in the quicksand
Life gets lost in the cliff hang
Struck by emotional whiplash
Never getting out
I wanna go back
I'm tired of hoping for satisfied living
My window is closing
I'm not a f*cking graduation animal
Tell me why there's no instruction manual for when
Everything in me is ready to run
Out of my body that's chained to the ground
Punished for being where I'm from
Judged for what I haven't done
Stuck in dream paralysis
F*ck my need for happiness