Astra - NEW ME Lyrics

It's the new me
You don't like the new me
Everybody knew me, now they don't
I am not the same girl that I was
Trying to destroy me
Now it's not so easy
Cause I ain't the old me
Anymore
Used to be the one to sit back, while they chit-chat
Talking bout how I am and who I'm supposed to be
Like they know me, out here writing my destiny
But once I start questioning
Then something is wrong with me and the way I am
I know that they miss when I was naive
All that they said I believed
Was easier to defeat
It's hard to see past the mask when you're bowing at someone's feet
Bow down at my feet
You try to play god
Sitting high on a throne
Keeping me in track
Shoving lies down my throat
Want me to go down with you
On your sinking boat
But even if it sank, ya'll so fake
You would float
Say this ain't my calling
Say my life is a joke
But you just gotta be the one
That's in control
Well I say no
No not anymore
I cleaned up good
You must admit I did
No more taking advantage of mistakes I've made
Theres no more chances for you to manipulate me
The arrows you throw at me, boomerang
And hit you right back in the face
I'll put you back in your place
I'm not gonna let you pull me down the drain
With you, with you, with you
Now everyone's fazed
My haters amazed
You say you're ashamed
Of the new me
"I hate that you've changed"
"You're going insane"
But ya'll just afraid
Of the new me
This the New me, yuh, yuh
This the New me, Dtah, dtah, dtah, dtah
This the New me, yuh, yuh
This the New me, Dtah, dtah, dtah, dtah
No more pity parties anymore
No more wishing on a shooting star
I'm making changes by the minute
F*ck the limits
Always knew I had potential, could be so much more
Than all the little lies that you told me
My opinions aren't worthy
"It's a sin to be bold" please
You're just trying to hold me back
You want control so that
I never become what you couldn't be
Now all heads turn when I walk in the room
Jaws drop, I'm glowing I got that new look
Nonstop, I'm powerful know that it's true
Nonstop, I'm breaking your standards
I've become renewed
Now everyone's fazed
My haters amazed
You say you're ashamed
Of the new me
"I hate that you've changed"
"You're going insane"
But ya'll just afraid
Of the new me
This the New me, yuh, yuh
This the New me, Dtah, dtah, dtah, dtah
This the New me, yuh, yuh
This the New me, Dtah, dtah, dtah, dtah
You know deep down inside I haven't changed one bit
I always knew what I wanted, I was just always afraid
I've learned to stand my ground
Where there's a will there's a way
You'll always hate who I've always been
And you call it the new me
Fine, if this the new me
Then you never liked the new me
Thought that you knew me
But you don't
I've been the same girl that I was
But now you can't destroy me
And now it won't be easy
Cause I'm taking a stand, and I'm breaking these bands
Yeah I stick to the plan, overthrow your command
New me, not afraid to break the chains thought held me in
Ya'll fooling thinking you could run me
But I'm always one step ahead
Had a God on your hands
Had to lock me in
I wrote the script of your story (yuh)
And I'm calling it
Your downfall
Time for me
Don't recognize her? Who is she? She's the NEW ME