Astronaut Troy - scarshealnumb Lyrics

17 was so lonely
16 was so f*cked up
15 had my first love and I really knew 'cuz it meant somethin'

Bullshit, 'cuz at 14 I was wylin' out with that one girl
Back to 17 when she came around for that one night for the new year
Next week she ain't hit me back, she was laid up with another one

15 I was in love
14 I was in love
13 I was in love but her daddy had the last say-so
Cut wrist with a pocket knife that carried onto that school bus

Baby girl, don't do that
I'm right here
Well, I guess I wasn't enough for you

14 I was just a scrub
15 I was too dumb
16 I was too drunk
17 I was too numb
17 I was too numb
17 I was too numb
18

And I would give you the world
To never have to look back again
I would give you the world
I would give you the world
To never have to look back again
I would

Boy
On the run
Tryna do it on my own
Told me that she loved me
Then she left me all alone

Just a boy
On the run
I can't do it on my own
Need to find my way back
Home
Need to find my way back
Home

Scars heal numb
In the hands of lost lovers

They're gonna come for you
They're gonna pray for you
They're gonna gun for you
They're gonna lie right in front your face for you

They don't believe in you
They're gonna play with you
You need redemption
But they'll never stay for you

They never loved for you
They'll never stay for you
They're gonna cut at you

Scars heal numb
Scars heal numb

They're gonna come for you
They're gonna pray for you
They're gonna gun for you
Lie to your face for you

Scars heal numb
In the hands of lost lovers

They're gonna play with you
You need redemption
But they'll never pray for you
Scars