When we fall down
We only think of ourselves
When we cry out
We only try to fix ourselves
I replay all these things
To see what's so wrong with me
I can't seem to understand
What went wrong
I had the world in my hands
A flawless grip
I let you slip away
Under my skin and now I'm losing it
I've realized I...
I'm drowning in my own despair
I can't make you understand
And I can't pretend
I'm okay with all of this
Fighting against the emptiness
I've realized I...
I'll never be able to win
We play this game and go back and forth
I'm tired of fighting this pointless war
Take and twist all of my words
You took everything from me you monster
We go back and forth
Every step sets us back even more
Scream at me and slam the door
This abuse is over
We play this game and go back and forth
I'm tired of fighting this pointless war
Take and twist all of my words
You took everything from me you monster
We go back and forth
Every step sets us back even more
Scream at me and slam the door
This abuse is over
You can't make this right
I held on too long in a losing fight
I thought I could fix your life
Instead, I was losing mine
Take it all back
Fix me and set me free
Rip out this disease
Have I lost my mind
Am I breathing
Am I alright
I don't know if I'm alive
We're all stuck in this moment of time
Unaware that we all struggle from time to time
We're afraid to die and we're afraid to carry on our life's
Without someone always by our side
The struggle of loneliness, we can't hide