You said you wanted to be loved
I think you wanted to be saved
Well tell me how am I supposed to save a girl like you
When I don't even know how to save myself
Wish I could just forget
The double lives
The awkwardness
A union scarred by bitterness
A house we built on top of our regrets
There we were in California
Two tarnished golden hearts
Were we ever really together
Or just afraid of being apart
I wish I could drive all night
Wake up in the harsh day light
In a different town start a brand new life
And never have to see your face again
I wonder if this spell we're under
Will ever be broken
I wonder if this spell we're under
Is ever
Ever going to end
I guess there's never any closure
Since the last look in her eyes
You said you hope that I'm happy now
We both know
Like everything that's one big f*cking lie
I wish I could turn around
Erase our lives take back those vows
I guess it's not that easy now
I'll tear that f*cking chapel to the ground
I wonder if this spell we're under
Will ever be broken
I wonder if this spell we're under
Is ever going to end
Today I woke up
And these leaves that are weathered
Faded and fell to the ground
Like our tired hearts
I wonder if this spell we're under
Will ever be broken
I wonder if this spell we're under
Will ever
I wonder if this spell we're under
Will ever be broken
I wonder if this spell we're under
Is ever going to end
I wonder if this spell we're under
Will ever be broken
I wonder if this spell we're under
Is ever
Ever going to end