Atelo - Mannequin Lyrics

Treat me like a mannequin
With nothing underneath my skin
I watch you play with my head
Treat me like a mannequin
You touch me but I feel nothing
Over and over again
Even if I cry I never show emotions
I just keep my body broken and they start to wonder why
That's because I got some things to cope with
I should talk about my overdose but I don't think we have the time
Something keeps on f*cking with me mentally
I'm better than I´ll ever be, I'm Sorry, that's another lie
I say that I'm happy, I pretend to be
I know that I will never be, so I don't really wanna try
I can tell you whatever but I doubt that you listen
All of this time and precision, topics about how I'm living
Often I cry, when I'm isn't, I'll be here, moaning and bitchin
Spend all this money on mixing, for some f*cking recognition
Living the life i deserve, I never count up the perks
Always the negative things, I tend to like when it hurts
It's an emotional blur, I don't know what I am worth, I don't know
Treat me like a mannequin
With nothing underneath my skin
I watch you play with my head
Treat me like a mannequin
You touch me but I feel nothing
Over and over again
I should go to a therapist, I'm aware of it
Open up to a stranger? I'm not a fan of it
I rather put it on paper, and make a track of it
But thank you to the people who got my back, I will cherish it
F*ck the damages, everybody's gonna die
If I'm leaving, I'm receiving flowers in my afterlife
They used to pass me by, now they wanna pass around
Every song I made, and conversate about the way I died
What do you mean? Let me go back to when i was a teen
I was a nobody but i became even better, now I'm pretty close to my dream
What do you mean? That i would never make it
I have done it before, let me demonstrate it
I was up and coming then i elevated,
I was broken but then I got renovated, now we celebrating
Even though I'm not okay, this is still a struggle
I keep dealing with it every day
One day I will fade away, it will take the pain away
But I hope it's not today though
Treat me like a mannequin
With nothing underneath my skin
I watch you play with my head
Treat me like a mannequin
You touch me but I feel nothing
Over and over again
I can see them every time that I'm closing my eyes
They keep provoking, and choking me out and hope that I die
I just pretend to be happy, but I feel broken inside
Yeah I'm broken inside
I got, a lot of anger, I want to release
I know there is a lot of people that I'll never appease
Open up onto the record, let the audience see
That the only one I'm fighting is me
Treat me like a mannequin
With nothing underneath my skin
I watch you play with my head
Treat me like a mannequin
You touch me but I feel nothing
Over and over again