When does my life start?
Is this it?
Has it passed me by?
What if?
I've been hiding all along
What if?
I feel like an actor
Playing bits out on a stage
Everybody's laughing
I'm forgetting all my lines
Do they even notice?
(What if?)
But I'm keeping it together
There is freedom in the pain
And I know it could get better but what if?
Are we all just waiting
For the moment we break free?
Is this what we asked for?
Or is it just what we deserve?
Are we having fun yet?
F*ck it
But I'm keeping it together
There is freedom in the pain
And I know it could get better but what if?